Quotes of the day:
1. Learning makes a man fit company for himself.
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2. I have spent most of my life worrying
about things that never had happened.
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3. The past cannot be changed.
The future is yet in your power.(Let go of regrets)
The future is yet in your power.(Let go of regrets)
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maybe im just plain annoying.
maybe im just oversensitive.
maybe im just not open enough that someone wish i can be more open-minded
and not take everything to heart.
maybe im just not the one.
maybe..
i just wish God can take my life now.
im just too annoying.
ppl are getting sick and tired of my rubbish.
"one after and another...and i dun even noe wad to do abt it," she says.
i feel like giving up my life.
give up my life.
As i walked against the odd, alot of things went through my mind.
i keep saying that i'll try.
there were so many people walking against me as i get banged slowly by one by one.
am i walking the wrong way?
i felt like stopping at changi and disappear.
forget abt the goodbyes and take along the happy memories.
the songs playing on my zen werent helpful at all.
it just add to my sorrows.
my heart felt so heavy.
i couldnt say anything but sorry.
i could only wait for the " =) " in her msg.
which indicates that she's fine. but i know there are certain smiley dont say so.
but somehow or rather i can tell which is which.
this year.. honestly aint a good year but im not letting it happen to me.
ive been hurting her time and time again.
i can at least hurt her 3 times a week.
sigh.
i dont know how to fix it.
i know im not putting any effort in this r/s.
ive not.
im trying to make things right.
try.
but is it working?
ive ruined it.
"that means you're a good actress,"
is that suppose to be good or bad? i dont know. my life is so screwed.
im tangled up.
sometimes i feel that my life is actually simple.
but im making it complicating.
whats wrong with me?
in case if i take my last breath, i want to apologise to everyone. esp you baby.
im sorry for causing so much pain to you.
thanks for the cookies.
maybe im just plain annoying.
maybe im just oversensitive.
maybe im just not open enough that someone wish i can be more open-minded
and not take everything to heart.
maybe im just not the one.
maybe..
i just wish God can take my life now.
im just too annoying.
ppl are getting sick and tired of my rubbish.
"one after and another...and i dun even noe wad to do abt it," she says.
i feel like giving up my life.
give up my life.
As i walked against the odd, alot of things went through my mind.
i keep saying that i'll try.
there were so many people walking against me as i get banged slowly by one by one.
am i walking the wrong way?
i felt like stopping at changi and disappear.
forget abt the goodbyes and take along the happy memories.
the songs playing on my zen werent helpful at all.
it just add to my sorrows.
my heart felt so heavy.
i couldnt say anything but sorry.
i could only wait for the " =) " in her msg.
which indicates that she's fine. but i know there are certain smiley dont say so.
but somehow or rather i can tell which is which.
this year.. honestly aint a good year but im not letting it happen to me.
ive been hurting her time and time again.
i can at least hurt her 3 times a week.
sigh.
i dont know how to fix it.
i know im not putting any effort in this r/s.
ive not.
im trying to make things right.
try.
but is it working?
ive ruined it.
"that means you're a good actress,"
is that suppose to be good or bad? i dont know. my life is so screwed.
im tangled up.
sometimes i feel that my life is actually simple.
but im making it complicating.
whats wrong with me?
in case if i take my last breath, i want to apologise to everyone. esp you baby.
im sorry for causing so much pain to you.
thanks for the cookies.
